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Weird dream.. Its been years since I've had a dream like that.

Things are still coming together slowly. However I am not sure how well it will all stay together. I've been working my ass off to save money yet I'm the only one doing so. Mr. Am is not really helping to save for our own place. Some days I wonder if he really wants to move in together. Another problem I have is my sex life. Its doa and he says its because he has no drive but is constantly looking at porn on his phone and saving random pics off of porn sites. I don't really know how to keep him interested in me anymore. Being pregnant doesn't make me feel sexy. Anymore it's a struggle to keep my head above the water thats threatening to drown me. I just feel lost. I've never wanted something to work so bad before. I've never felt this deep of any sort of emotion towards someone that didnt trigger my hatred. At the same time, I'm worried this will be my downfall.